STFU (That's Just How It Is)

In my crib in Houston down on my knees cause I'm fucked up

Praying hard God gives me what I need hope I luck up

They say Dimitri wear his heart on his sleeve that's cause my trust gone

Say they feel me but ain't near me to breath just shut the fuck up

This shit I'm going through right here hit so different to me cause it's just me

Had my hand out for some help for so long it numbed on me

I been crossed out back stabbed turned on by my folks

I been crossed out left for dead and taken as a joke

Bitches curved me and swerved me played me like a hoe

Niggas stoled from me snaked me turned Casper the ghost

They don't know how I feel

Sometimes I sit and wonder like is this shit for real

I'm a 100 million dollar nigga I just ain't got no deal

All the shit I'm going thru gone make me who I is gone make me who I am

Sitting back thinking bout the time I got caught in that jam

Two years to think and Esha the only one wrote me in that slam I tried to

Cuff her when I got out but she had other plans

Stick to the script go chase them M's all I can hear in my head

Same night them guards let me out niggas wanted me dead

Shots rang while walking from the bluffs stayed with Terradome back then

I was young as hell outside that church shooting craps with all of my friends

I ain't glorifying what I did just telling you just how it is

This my life I'm just putting it in a song so you can know nigga just how it is

Where I'm from it's the bottom of the slums a small jungle but that's just how it is

Oh that's just how it is that's just how it is oh no

That's just how it is just how it is

Oh no no no no no