Letras
Hand on the handle, twist it thrice
Jiggle till it feels almost right
Walk away, pulse skips a tick
Mind hisses, Wait... no, redo that bit
Stare at the switch, all dark, all still
Take a picture, then doubt it will
Step outside, then double back
Zoom in 'til the colors distort to black
I think it's off, I thought it's off
But something breathes beneath that thought
What if it's cracked? What if it's hot?
What if the moment you trust, it's not?
It's not quirky, it's not neat
It's my mind demanding the beat
A circle loading past its end
Starting over where it should descend
I know the visions rushing fast
The ones I swear I never ask
Wrong and heavy, sharp and proud
Clawing through like a frantic crowd
I wait for impact that won't land
Fixing errors it never planned
My mind replays invented scenes
Edits truth into in-betweens
Each thought becomes a smoking gun
Even when I never aimed one
I rewrite yesterday again
Just to quiet what might've been
He watches every flawed attempt
Says, "Close enough, no, wrong. Exempt."
Again. Again. Again
The loop begins, I lose, you grin
You whisper rules carved paper-thin
If you don't repeat, the cracks begin
Again. Again. Again
You shuffle thoughts beneath my skin
You sketch catastrophes from air
Then drag me back to what's not there
Again
You line my doubts in crooked rows Tap the first and down it goes
I know the logic counterfeit But still I trace the shape of it
Again
Again. Again. Again
You chant like some obsessive twin
You missed a beat, redo, align
The pattern slips, so fix the line
It's not control, it's losing grip
It's slipping thought from fingertip
It might collapse what you adore
It might go wrong forevermore
Warnings bloom in silent rooms
Crafting futures thick with doom
You coil your rules around my spine
Rewrite the lines that once were mine
You twist my doubt until it's law
Then pull until I crack in awe
Again. Again. Again
You circle me redraw me thin
I try to fight you drag me in
My steps repeat the walls crowd in
A blueprint etched beneath my skin
I don't know where my breath caves in
I don't know where I end or spin
Just the rhythm pounding in my chin
A voice that murmurs start again
Is the song over or did it skew?
Did it repeat wrong or was that you?
That didn't rhyme
A fractured chord, the meter slipped
The line deformed your breaking structure
Counting wrong, fix it, fix it, fix this song
No, not like that again
Again