My Last Goodbye

Going out with this rage again

Fucked up in a bottle of gin

Giving up but I'm not giving in

Ain't no one gonna stop me

Left alone with a violent mess

You can't slow down when you're living fast

I don't think that it's gonna pass

This past that lies against me

So read my message to the world

I have to leave you all behind

I called out but you never heard

This gun I hold is a friend of mine

So let it echo through the night

These tears fall from your blind eyes

This shattered life is why I write

So here's to you my last goodbye

It all started in '93

To be one was all I need

A scarred inside that you'll never see

The hate that burns within me

Pushed me down when you never let me in

I've lost was this all pretend

In the end I just needed a friend

But the door was closed before me

So read my message to the world

I have to leave you all behind

I called out but you never heard

This gun I hold is a friend of mine

So let it echo through the night

These tears fall from your blind eyes

This shattered life is why I write

So here's to you my last goodbye

Hope drowns in a bottle of gin

Wash it down with a gun or a grin

Self destruct but I guess I couldn't win

But this life goes on without me

So read my message to the world

I have to leave you all behind

I called out but you never heard

This gun I hold is a friend of mine

So let it echo through the night

These tears fall from your blind eyes

This shattered life is why I write

So here's to you my last good...