Always Was

Really don't care, don't give no fucks

Spending my time alone too much

Why's it so hard to open up?

Only been me, it always was

Really don't care, don't give no fucks

Spending my time alone too much

Why's it so hard to open up?

Only been me, it always was

Wasn't bad before things changed

Now I feel like I'm insane

I hope you know that I did things

Might take a while to go explain

Don't listen to what my friends saying

I hope you know that I been changed

And all those efforts were in vain

I dreamed about since like 6th grade

But couple of things I ain't did in a minute

Don't recognize me, say I changed, yeah I'm different

And I know I sound fake, yeah I am, I'll admit it

But I need some new friends, gotta change how I'm living

And I know

I know

I should let it go

But this the life I chose

So guess that's why I

Really don't care, don't give no fucks

Spending my time alone too much

Why's it so hard to open up?

Only been me, it always was

Really don't care, don't give no fucks

Spending my time alone too much

Why's it so hard to open up?

Only been me, it always was

Every little thing I choke

Fuck it all up just to say everything was jokes

Guess it's just how I cope

How did it get like this?

I still just don't know

Sike, I lied, yeah, we both know

Shit changed after Daniel died

Yeah, I cry sometimes, sometimes

Yeah, I cry from time to time

I might lose my fucking mind

Shit changed after I stopped trying

Drinking, smoking, always lying

Chasing bitches, petty crimes

Gotta leave that shit behind

Maybe that's just why I—

Really don't care, don't give no fucks

Spending my time alone too much

Why's it so hard to open up?

Only been me, it always was

Really don't care, don't give no fucks

Spending my time alone too much

Why's it so hard to open up?

Only been me, it always was