I feel like flying
Out my mind
I feel dying
Everyday
All the time
I lost my step it to quick
She had red lipstick
Short skirt nice fit
Telling me that shit
Telling me she loved me
Manipulate my assumptions
Now I don't go out in public
I lost my mind over nothing
Wanted nothing to do with you
Stuck around cause your something
Now I'm up on the edge
I don't know if Ill jump in
Swimming circles with loving myself
Lost to the depths of my hell
These substances filling the well
If only you knew me baby but shit
You don't even fucking know Big L
I ain't faking bitch I can really only go be myself
CampStu
You cant put me on that motherfucking shelf
Imma be the best Berta
Making music inside my cells
Its
Its in my blood
In my blood, In my blood
Oh yah
Coming up from the mud
From the mud in a rush
I don't care what they wanted
And I could never give a fuck
Shit I'm rolling off 40 milli
Just faced two blunts
I cant feel anything except for the dopamine love
I cant feel anything except for the dopamine rush
In my blood
In my blood, In my blood
Oh yah
Coming up from the mud
From the mud in a rush
I don't care what they wanted
And I could never give a fuck
Shit I'm rolling off 40 milli
Just faced two blunts
Need that dopamine love
I feel like flying
Out my mind
I feel dying
Everyday
All the time
Yeah I'm
Losing all my memories
You call it loveless
I don't give a fuck about anything
But the music
It's a real tough life
No one to confide in
So you talk that shit
Behind my back
To yo clique
Living tryna change
All I do is hold it in
Standing on the ledge the only way I feel a thing
Starting at that gravel wishing I could fucking
Let it ring
Good thing I didn't buy that gun
Today I wouldn't sing
Planned it out and then I talked to B
And he said ain't no way
You gone do this shit whether you like it or whether it rains
We done had two lives
You ain't throwing yours away
Now I'm making what I love so get fuck out my face
Its in my blood
In my blood, In my blood
Oh yah
Coming up
From the mud
From the mud
In a rush
I don't care what they wanted
And I could never give a fuck
Shit I'm rolling off 40 milli
Just faced two blunts
I cant feel anything except for the dopamine love
I cant feel anything except for the dopamine rush
In my blood
In my blood, In my blood
Oh yah
Coming up from the mud
From the mud in a rush