Letras
I'm feeling sick to my stomach because this
Is no way to live a mountain we can't summit
Through lows and the highs
Seems we always just plummet
Does truth really hurt if we never confront it
Does pain ever fade if we always just numb it
This Q&A's already feeling redundant
Afraid of the answers we never stop running
When I self-destruct it's your hand on the button
Dwelled in your hell till we both were accustomed
For punishment seems I'm becoming a glutton
Why fight anything if we can't overcome it
My spirit's succumbing to plagues you have summoned
Trapped in a cycle I lost all my trust in
Think happy thoughts then reality's shushing
Came way too far for my growth to be stunted
If we're meant to be we were meant to be nothing
Trapped in a cycle I lost all my trust in
Think happy thoughts then reality's shushing
Came way too far for my growth to be stunted
If we're meant to be we were meant to be nothing
You make me feel so anxious
Peeling back my skin
You make me feel so vacant
Withered from within
Cauterize your hungry eyes
And forget who I am
You make me feel so anxious
I don't wanna see
Wanna see you again
Anxiety creeping too much as of recent
I'm trying to treat it
But lately I ain't feel nothing just defeated
This shit like a demon
A monster constantly ripping me to pieces
Window to my soul just control-alt-deleted
I'm greeted by Death when life loses its meaning
The days feel the same through the change of the seasons
These negative thoughts in my head are repeated
Each fight in my mind I survive I find reasons
To suffer on more the monster I just feed it
It keeps growing stronger not sure I can beat it
But me I ain't really been one for retreating
Again I cheat Death and its scythe I retrieve it
The monster comes back to attack but I read it