Payback

Everything is written

God still printing these blue benji's

Yea I'm still living

Numb from all this pain that I'm still feeling

But you never see me online squealing

Tellin folks about my darker days

I rather show them sunny skies

And different location stays

I had to grow up from my childish ways

But it's okay cuz Zach B Had to stack some days

I'm still making plays

I've been asked for your help, you tried to gatekeep

Moving swift, better keep that stick on safety

Cause lately, niggas been dying in my city

That I grew up with, look back over some years

I see shit change quickly

I got a purpose to live for, so I'm saying grace

If you really hatin, I respect it more in my face

But you can't cap, you ain't heard another nigga

Spittin' better at this pace, let's close the case

I know I'm different, but we all can't be the same

I got some soul from tunes my pops played

But he ain't know I was writing, verses speakin' on my pain

I was this close to letting go, but I still remain sane

It's real, God test you at your lowest

But you gotta learn to stay down through them battles

And I done learned how to stay down

Because I know, it's gon' always stay afloat

Keep going, yeah you might not never know

Your dreams might be in your face