remember?

Remember when you told me you love me

Held it down and had trust in me

She talkin' bout she got trust issues

I could tell you a whole lot bout that

I never grew up feeling safe at home

So I moved out and I bought a pole

I was fifteen learning how to roll

Remember when my mom caught me doing percs

Remember when I stole money out your purse

Growing up was hard but we made it work

Remember losing grandma it felt the worst

I'mma do this next part for my ex

Remember when you had to bond me out

And I made that money back off a ounce

Had you driving round servin' all my rounds

Sat for twelve hours before they let me out

I just blew through a whole quarter pound

Stressin' tryna turn my life around

I'mma make it happen that's without a doubt

Turn the lights off and don't make a sound

Tryna get a bag and make my momma proud

Sometimes I think I let my momma down

My dad don't like what I rap about

He want me to rap bout something more positive

Link a opp with a bitch that's HIV positive

Fake check in my hand made a fiend deposit it

10 bands in my hand watch me deposit it

Think about betrayal then I think bout murder

Everywhere I go I gotta tuck the burner

Got a hundred p's like I talk to Berner

Hit your bitch up, I heard she a squirter

I'm tryna dive in that slip and slide

I did ketamine and saw reflection of you

Sitting in the mirror all done and ready

Faded off the drugs with tears in your eyes

The love we lost left me traumatized

I've been through a lot more then just pain

I done sold a lot more than just caine

Take a whole lot not to go insane

My friends like damn Smokey you changed

Never one to run let's get that understood

Two bustdowns while I'm in the hood

Ain't worried bout shit, you know that I'm good

Big glock 4 3 you know that I'm good

Got good lawyers so you know I'm good