a place to be

Who you know that's as alone as me

Left home I took a flight was on my own 18

So lost on what I lost and feeling so lonely

I blurred my sights of all the things I should've seen

Now I associate a flight with goodbyes

Associate relationships with sure and short term demise

But I'll still make sure that I don't let all those old dreams go die

'Cause that one kid that bumps my music keeps them always alive

Yeah

Maybe planning so much wasn't the greatest idea

I see a kid with myopia hoping he'd be a big deal

And now he's somewhere in between

Being proud of what he is and what he could've been, yeah

Used to be so scared of change

Now I find it's what I crave

Can't bare losing what I had

Now it's sad things all the same

So do I need to step up my game

Or have I been doing everything I can

How can I really feel my age

When ever since 18 I've just been MIA

Building up a fantasy that I don't hate

Still running from the world with every song I make

No I don't need to prove nothing

Or tell you 'bout the character I could have been

If somewhere, somehow, I'd die to fit in

If I let the letters under my skin

So what if I listen then

Break down bitter words to their elements

They said I'm only, only in it for the sentiment

That I'm just fucking up my life for the hell of it

So how do I tell you

Some different way

That I'll keep running

But shit won't stay the same

I'll bring you along you'll see

That I got a place to be

I ain't gonna die like this

Throw away my time like this

En route, I know what I'll see

Blue skies and a maple tree

I ain't gonna die like this

And keep dreams in the night like this, nah

I'll bring you along you'll see

That I got a place to be

I ain't gonna die like this

Throw away my time like this