Maybe.

i’m scared if i open up

maybe you won’t wanna love me

maybe you could never trust me

maybe you would even dub me

i’m afraid if open up

maybe you won’t wanna touch me

maybe you would even judge me

or maybe i’m wrong & just me

(maybe you would even cut me)

i’m scared if i show you myself

maybe you won’t wanna date me

maybe you would think i’m crazy

maybe you would even hate me

i’m afraid if i be myself

maybe you would try to play me

maybe you would even shame me

and maybe it’s only a maybe

just maybe

just maybe you won’t be my lover

you won’t ever jump in my covers

and you would love to watch me suffer

while you decide to go with your others

maybe if i blow my cover

i won’t get to be who you smother

you would block me on insta

and you would erase my number

maybe if i

tell you all the things that i did i

would scare you with that time that i did time

& you would never come around this side

maybe you would never call

making me feel small

for telling you my tell all

maybe i should just stall

cause i’m scared if open up