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I can barely tell if I need luck or some trust

Same way I can't tell if this real love or some lust?

I been through the storms, you want proof I got the rust

You better be warned, if you lie I'm calling bluffs

Cutting ties too quickly, what you think am I abrupt?

No one round to lift me up, i did it and got tough

I could drown my sorrows or my feelings in a cup

Only thing I'm borrowing are looks you given up

I swear nobody know my pain

From the outside we the same

But inside me I been changed

Feelings, organs rearranged

Where my heart was now a brain

There's a part of me Insane

I'm sorry if I been strange

But this way at least I'm safe

Put me first, what I did, got my focus

Had to learn, who are friends and who roaches

About time I gave up smoking potent

Comfortability a drug I ain't toking

Anymore, I changed up all my habits

Got the cheese but ain't staying where a rat sits

Was aggressive now the mulla coming passive

They can't change me

I know I'm fading

Into the darkness

Again I'm okay

Don't worry bout me I'm fine

And maybe I'm back to telling some lies

I swear nobody know my pain

From the outside we the same

But inside me I been changed

Feelings, organs rearranged

Where my heart was now a brain

There's a part of me Insane

I'm sorry if I been strange

But this way at least I'm safe

Finally I'm turning a new chapter

Mum weren't meant to see me in no cuffs

I told her I'm gonna be a rapper

Pick a bag now you can pick em all, cause

I seen bodies in a noose

I just, tucked them feelings in my goose

Then I, set the standards through the roof

I ain't ever felt the pain it's true I wonder

Do they not like truth cause the truth hurt?

Sprinkle a lil juice in the juicer

Heart been starring straight at medusa