Lost In Time

See I've been thinkin bout death lately

Is it cause of what I've been through man this shits crazy

I don't know but I wish it was pretend

Cause it sure feels like my life's coming to an end

I fuckin hate that feeling when you think you're gonna die

Is it just me or my brain telling me a lie

I needa get my mind straight and stop overthinking

But it's hard cause when I lost my nan and my bro I was sinking

My life came crashing down man it's hard to let go

My nan was like my mum there from start you should know

Raised me from a baby to the man you see today

And I carry her lessons every step along the way

I needa be the best if I'm gonna carry her legacy

So it's time to get my mind right and lock in mentally

Stop dwelling on the past cause the future's what I'm chasing

See I gotta move with this purpose see ain't no time for wasting

Now to my bro I fuckin love and miss you every day

I think about you daily man this shit just ain't the same

But there's no one I can blame I needa cop it on the chin

Accept you're gone in body but in spirit you still within

As I jot down this rap I can feel you in my passion

Cause when you were here you were all about compassion

About forgiveness too and I'm tryna live that truth

Carry your heart in my words while I'm speaking in the booth

So it's time to get my mind right cause there's nothing left to lose

To my older bro that's still here I love you bro

We will be together till the end and I hope you should know

There's nothing in this world that's gonna break us apart

And though life keeps testing me I know I gotta stay strong

Keep pushing through the pain even when it feels all wrong

Every loss every struggle every tear that I've cried

Built the fire in my soul and the strength I can't hide

Now I need to thank my girl for always stayin by my side

Teachin me right from wrong till the death we gon ride

Through the pain and the storms babe you kept my soul alive

You're my peace in the chaos n my reason to survive