Letras
Yeah
Life hit different now
I had to grow up fast
Listen
My pops died
Silence turned the house to a coffin
Mama cried
I was staring at the wall
No talking
Clock tick slow
But the rent still calling
Every bill feel like a war
I was forced into caution
Discipline carved in my bones
No option
Pain in my chest turned my heart to a toxin
Life ain't fair
But the reaper still auctioned
Everything I loved
So I learned how to box in
All my rage
All my grief
Every thought that was rotten
Swallowed whole
Turned my soul into solid
Had to grind
Had to bleed
Had to feel what's real
No dream in my sleep
Just a hunger to kill
I'm back now, I'm back now
But I don't feel shit, I don't feel shit
I'm back now, I'm back now
Just numb my pain, just numb my pain
I was 13
When the dirt hit the casket
Felt God laugh
No light
Just static
Prayed for a sign
All I got was panic
So I built my mind like a blade
Grew savage
Pops taught me
"boy, keep your chin when it's tragic,"
So I did
Learned to flip pain to a habit
Worked through nights
Cut ties with the magic
World too cold
So my soul grew elastic
Every scar on my skin is a sermon
Every L in my life is a burden I'm learning
Every death in my past got me burning
Turned my fear to a crown
Now my purpose emerging
I'm back now, I'm back now
But I don't feel shit, I don't feel shit
I'm back now, I'm back now
Just numb my pain, just numb my pain
What's real?
When the bills still break you
What's love?
When the pain still shape you
What's faith?
When the grave won't save you
What's peace?
When the hate still chase you
I'm back now, I'm back now
Tryna see clear through the smoke in the room
I'm back now, I'm back now
But my soul still screaming at the man in the tomb