Letras
Im not a slave to my mind
That doesn't mean i wanna be physical all the time
And i know
You could look me dead in my eye
And lie and now i question shit while our relationship was dippin
I was always grateful
And i always kept some money on the table it ain't cool
How you lying to your friends about me
Are they friends
Or you just mining a sea?
Social sort sucker
I real heart throbber
Never seen a female as a person but his mother
Always in the corner of a party with his hood on
20 yards in front when he's out walking with a woman
Borderline mental
No fuck it you were mental
I switch to write in biro I can't deep you with this pencil
Scared that you would end all cause i could not amend you
What kinda person would i be if I can't defend you?
Im so lonely
In this fucking city
All these bodies
And still no one to hold me
Hold me down
Hold me down
Hold me down
And still no one to hold me
Dear Jade
I wanna write this letter to you softly
I can see that you've been sitting on some pain
I wanna explain the way i made him and i know he ain't a baby
But nothing could pull this mother away
I shoulda seen the signs when the boy lied
But i was emotionally occupied
With his father who was fucking up my life
I tried to keep the roof on, on our house, but everything fell
So he had to make a man of himself
Course i regret it
Course i keep going back
Haunting my head
Think I ain't bleed?
Well babe i been bled
He's my baby and i made him
So im always there to save him
Im sorry you got caught in the web
And we can all see it's the way that the man lies
And his brain twists and ties
Into a fact that he cant deny
It's like I've convinced myself that im not even breathing