I / Me / Myself - 2018 Live in Studio Demo (Live)

Well, I've been feeling lightheaded

Since I've lost enough weight to fit back in my skin

Flower petals and feathers tether me to the ground

Pound for pound

Take my tea with formaldehyde

For my feminine side since the day that I died

While I whittle my bones until I'm brittle

Am I pretty now?

For some reason I find myself caring what you think of me

And bared for any man who'd care to see

And you've got me thinking

I wish I could be a girl

And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend

Am I pretty enough to lie to? (Oh-ah-oh)

I wish I could be a girl

And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend

Just little old me in a big, big world (oh-ah-oh)

Little old me in a big world

I wish

I've been feeling lighthearted

Since I gained enough weight back to co-co-co-cover my bones

I get dressed up in shadows, one leg at a time (we're so alike)

'Cause if the shoe fits, then I won't try it on

You'll be walking out early but the show must go on

No, I know that I'm wrong

But I love how you're on my side

For some reason I find myself caring what you do to me (alright)

And too confused to choose what I should be

And you've got me thinking

I wish I could be a girl

And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend

Am I pretty enough to lie to? (Oh-ah-oh)

I wish I could be a girl

And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend

Just little old me in a big, big world (oh-ah-oh)

Little old me in a big world

I wish I was a girl

Lately, I've been wishing I were five foot five

Weighing nine-nine

Wearing thigh highs

I'll be your prosthetic

Meet your anesthetic criteria

Would you please objectify me?

I'm-a just-a hunk-a hunk of burning self-loathing

My evidence, my witness

When I'm caught breaking the laws of physics

I wish I could be a girl

And that way you'd wish I could be your girlfriend boyfriend

Am I pretty enough to love back?

No, not yet

I wish I could be a girl

And that way you'd wish you could kick my fucking teeth in

Just a little old me, am I pretty enough to fucking die?

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

Little old me in a big world

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

Well I would give you my whole world

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-woah

Little old me in a big world

Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah

I wish

Big girls don't cry

Big girls don't you fucking cry

Fuck!