Live Alone, Die Alone

Shit been getting difficult, my life is at a standstill

I lost friends and so much time that I wish I had still

I can't numb the pain, but maybe crazy loads of cash will

I can't numb the pain, but maybe money, clothes and cash will

I ain't tripping, listen, I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be

Working, writing verses is what really means the most to me

I'm a sad boy, I don't let nobody close to me

'Cause first it's all love, then eventually they're over me

Baby, take the pain away, I just take it day to day

Ball until I fade away, Dempsy role, I paper chase

I'm trapped inside my brain, I hate this damn corrupted database

Man, there's something wrong with me, it's throwing off my beta waves

Illest with the flows, will I make it? I don't know

But I'ma give it all I got, this is what I chose

And lately I been feeling at an all time low

All these people know my number but don't call my phone

Fuck 'em all, fake snakes, I don't fuck with that

Mama told me from the jump, "Never trust a rat"

Live alone, die alone, yeah, it's just a fact

I try hiding my emotions but I suck at that

This is it, no more tripping, I had too much second chances

I feel pressure, I feel pressed with every second that passes

And how I ended up here, that shit is beyond me

Gotta live with my decisions, you feel me, it's on me

I been smoking every night, I got this money on my mind

Bitch, I could've signed already, but I didn't, I declined

I ain't selling out my soul, I know that I'm one of a kind

And the things I think are crazy, that's some shit I can't describe

Shoutout to my fucking team, I got my day ones by my side

Yeah, it's us against the world, but we gon' make it, it's alright

I'ma make sure we make millions, even if I gotta die

I been grinding way too long, I swear my dreams won't be denied

I said, "Fuck it, let's just run it, let's leave everything behind"

And I got no time for no bitch, I got no time to socialize

I got this tunnel vision, listen, all I see is dollar signs

I ain't switching up for nothing, pussy, that's the bottom line