Letras
Take it back, a dozen years ago
I'm just a lil bro
But sick as fuck
'Cause all my male roles
Disappearing slow
['Bout] a decade deep
& ain't laid eyes on the man that helped make me
The brother of my mother's mother
Is saving everyone but me
Shit, i don't blame him
That was my choice, since i ain't hear God's voice
In so long
Ain't really know what else to do, but move on
Learn to be strong
Since none of my male figures was present then
Stepfather 2000 miles away, that man's a heaven send
Grandfather's eternally away, coolin' in heaven's winds
& great uncle too distant of a reach for me to confide in
Unc-in-law too gone with issues diagnosed inside his brain
& my older cousins on my pop's side addicted to game
Shit, some of them niggas might even be 'dicted to 'cane
& slanging it to the neighborhood like them niggas was frank
Lucas or saint
You got your choice on what it means
Either way, your opinion's my reality at sixteen
Either way, your opinion's my reality at sixteen
Either way, your opinion's my reality
Take it back, a dozen years ago
I'm just a lil bro
& at this point, i'm growing weary of
The ways of the women in them leading roles
Still respecting their perspectives
They just lack a certain essence
That i truly need to grow
Scheming on the need-to-know
Money, pussy & weed, for sho
Introduced to the vices of this world & i ain't treading slow
Gambling & flipping shit for bread & was completely sold
Dipped in the coochie a year prior & was completely sold
Tapped a few bells by summer's end & was completely sold
Skating on thin ice with my momma
Tension was breeding swole
Nana said she would pray for me
& understood the toll
Ain't think it made it to His ears
'Cause shit got more low