I Wanted To Kill You

So what? so it's not gonna be easy

It's gonna be really hard

And we're gonna have to work at this

Every day, but I wanna do that

Because I want you, I want all of you

Forever, you and me, every day

Will you do something for me

I wanted to kill you, so bad

I knew that I could never have you

I wanted to kill you, so bad

I knew that I could never have you

Why did you say the things you said

It was a waste of time, I knew that

But it was our waste

You already know what I'm gonna say (yeah)

I love you so much it aches

And you fuck up my feelings, and my brain

I don't know what to do, I don't wanna lose you (I don't wanna lose you)

But it feels like I have to (it feels like I do)

I had to stand up for myself (I had to)

I had to get some self respect, that I was just always lacking (I was lacking)

And you took advantage of that (you did)

Left me in the cold with no damn clothes

I got a nosebleed (I can't shine the way they do)

Left me out to bleed (my blood, so what's the point!)

In the fucking floor (It's my blood)

And I'm a second choice, but not no more (floor)

Not no more, more, was I ever more?

If it's with that guy, go, go!

I lost you once, I think i can do it again

If I thought that's what you really wanted

But don't take the easy way out

What easy way?

I need some closure (there is no easy way, no matter what I do somebody gets hurt)

I need you to talk to me (please talk to me)

I need you to talk (please talk to me)

Talk to me one last time (stop thinking about what I want)

What he wants, what your parents want

One last time before I go (what do you want?)

And before I leave you dead (what do you want? It's not that simple)

What do you want, you know what I need to stop making songs

About a girl It's making my music sad