ILLUMINATE

I do not get inspired, cus I get tired

And I get pissed

I got enemies that used to be my friends till they bitched

I got family that wish I would calm down, but I can't miss

I relentlessly pursue my aspirations fuck yo wish

Tying this noose around this neck, moonlight still illuminate

If I die tonight, it's alright, you won't see my stupid face

Don't act like it's sad, it ain't so sad, it ain't yo fault

But since I chose to stick around ima just take this out on y'all

I WAS FUCKED UP, CHASING AFTER BULL SHIT

AND NOW THEY FUCKED UP, THINKING I WAS DONE WITH

AIN'T NOBODY EVER OWE YOU SHIT

THATS WHAT THEY DON'T GET

AT THE END OF THE DAY

YOU STUCK WITH THE HEART AND SOUL YOU WONT FIZ

I be writing pages with this blood I hope they see it

Bet they criticize the words so much they won't know I was bleeding

If I go well then I go man I was just a human being

You can resurrect me from the shrine if you need me

Out in Maryland, riding through it with the Cøne Gang

Reminisce on the broke days, now we so paid

Funny how my teachers said that I would dig my own grave

They were right, then I rose back wearing gold chains

Fuck the opposition they ain't never had a chance against

Screaming in my head, now the sound of it turned ambient

Screaming out for help

People ain't know just what the damage meant

Fucking up my whole life done turned me goated, now I manifest

Money in the pockets in the pockets of my brothers

Shining harder for the grey skies above us

Every day I always wrestle with my anger

I'ma fuck the shawty damn her body bangin

I do not get inspired, cus I get tired

And I get pissed

I got enemies that used to be my friends till they bitched

I got family that wish I would calm down, but I can't miss

I relentlessly pursue my aspirations fuck yo wish

Tying this noose around this neck, moonlight still illuminate

If I die tonight, it's alright, you won't see my stupid face