Devastation

Severing ties I'm done with everything that hurts

There's no more room in my life for things that just don't work

I've tried for too long to please the whole fucking world

And In the end all I could do was unravel

I've been through so much shit I just want to be alone

Now I'm just tired and cold I can feel it in my bones

No looking back the past is where it needs to be

This so called love destroyed me but this devastation set me free

Pain pain all I know is pain

Every time I find hope I lose everything

Pain pain it's flowing through my veins

Spent a whole lifetime just trying to escape

I put up all of these walls in hopes never to be found

When I let people in all they do is walk back out

Am I good for nothing is this what I deserve

Just trying to make the best of this shitty hand that I've been served

Pain pain all I know is pain

Can't escape these voices they're crying out my name

Pain pain it's flowing through my veins

Just a disappointment my hands curse everything

Is this consequence from the path life I've chosen

Because now I'm just a man that's broken

I may look happy but really im just coping

Surrounded by people who will never truly know me

Is this consequence from the path life I've chosen

Because now I'm just a man that's broken

I may look happy but really im just coping

Surrounded by people who will never truly know me

Am I to blind to see when I am being used

Or am I simply hiding from truths that I've refused

It's no surprise I spent my whole life dealing with abuse

So easily manipulated and then cut back loose

Pain pain all I know is pain

Can't escape these voices they're crying out my name

Pain pain it's flowing through my veins

Just a disappointment my hands curse everything