You put me on a pedestal and tell me I'm the best
Raise me up into the sky until I'm short of breath (short of breath, yeah)
Fill me up with confidence, I say what's in my chest (say what's in my chest)
Spill my words and tear me down until there's nothin' left
Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest, yeah
But what if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I, what if I sin?
And what if I, what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
I was 15 when the world put me on a pedestal
I had big dreams of doin' shows and makin' memories
Made some bad moves tryna act cool, upset by they jealousy (uh-uh)
Liftin' me up, liftin' me up (oh)
And tearin' me down, tearin' me down, yeah (down, down)
I'll take responsibility for everything I've done (what I've done)
Holdin' it against me like you're the holy one, yeah (yeah-yeah-yeah)
I had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go
'Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control
I came in with good intentions then I let it go
And now I really wanna know
What if I, what if I trip? (Oh)
What if I, what if I fall? (What if I fall?)
Then am I the monster? (Am I the monster?)
Just let me know
And what if I, what if I sin? (Oh)
And what if I, what if I break? (What if I break?)
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know (oh)