Sunflowers

I wanna lie down

And know the earth beneath me is still

I wanna be blind

So far out I can't come back again

Open my eyes and for a second I forget it all

Another day when I keep wishing tomorrow wouldn't come at all

It seems there's no time or space to make it all alright

I'm not feeling myself tonight

Pulled up the blind and nearly fell out of the sky

It was like the ground was disappearing into nothing and so was I

And now there's nowhere left to go and I can't run away

And I'm not feeling so strong today

I wanna lie down in sunflower fields

And know the earth beneath me is still

I wanna be blind to reality's pain

So far out I can't come back again

Shut out the light so I can look on what is real

And not be blinded by the fear of what might happen and how I'd feel

If for one moment I could see the future fix the past

I might feel I am safe at last

I wanna lie down in sunflower fields

And know the earth beneath me is still

I wanna be blind to reality's pain

So far out I can't come back again

I've just been hoping

The winds of change will make this all easier

I wanna feel better

Open my eyes and for a second I forget it all

Another day when I keep wishing tomorrow wouldn't come at all

If for one moment I could see the future fix the past

I might feel I am safe at last

I wanna lie down in sunflower fields

And know the earth beneath me is still

I wanna be blind to reality's pain

So far out I can't come back again

And I'll let go and trust in the wind

To pick me up and give me wings

And learn to be free, loving what life brings

Heal the scars and all the broken things

Make it all easier

I want to feel better