Fuck Up

It's hard to think straight when the drums are playing

But I hate the silence when they stop

I go from blue light, to satellite, to the country station

Let 'em kill off every thought

Oh I'm mad at myself

For running away

Every time there's shit to feel

Stopping my mouth from calling your name

Till the fog clears

So would you let me fuck up?

Would you let me fall through?

Would you let me be mean?

Would you let me need you?

I'm a bitch to myself

Locked the door to my room

Would you let me be free?

Would you let me need you?

I build my world around everybody else's walls

Carry a light but I don't smoke

When the day is done, the other dogs stop chasing tennis balls

I wish someone would walk me home

Oh I'm mad at myself

For giving away

All of the time I had to steal

It's double the sad

From fighting the pain

Look at that, it's still here

So would you let me fuck up?

Would you let me fall through?

Would you let me be mean?

Would you let me need you?

I'm a bitch to myself

Lock the door to my room

Would you let me be free?

Would you let me need you?

Would you let me need you?

Would you let me need you?

Oh baby, I don't break for anyone

Don't make mistakes for anyone

And I ain't been saved by anyone before

So would you let me fuck up?

Would you let me fall through?

Would you let me be mean?

Would you let me need you?

I'm a bitch to myself

I'll do it to you too

Would you let me be me?

Would you let me need you?

Need you, need you (oh would you let me, let me)

Need you (oh would you let me, let me)

Need you, need you (oh would you let me, let me)

Need you, Need you