reflection

Feels a little lonely talkin' to myself at night

To try to calm the panic room that hides inside my mind

I know it's getting worse, I feel the sweat run down my spine

It's getting overwhelming, take a walk around outside

Silent footsteps in the shadows, yeah that's where I hide

Daring headlit cars to spin offroad and take my life

Cuz ending everything right now would kill the pain inside

And honestly I don't know how the hell I'm still alive, ooh

Does my reflection stay in the mirror after I leave?

Does my shadow walk the earth when it's not following my feet?

Does anybody notice that I'm not inside my head?

Or is nobody there? Nobody left who cares?

Wasn't sure I'd even make it through to seventeen

When every waking moment felt just like a fever dream

You'd think that if I went to sleep then I would be at peace

But quiet nights are when my mind wakes up and starts to scream

There's no escape from life or death at least that's what it seems

I learnt that feeling pain is better cuz the fear recedes

I now rely on people breathing out toxicity

I know that poison's bad but honestly it sets me free, ooh

Does my reflection stay in the mirror after I leave?

Does my shadow walk the earth when it's not following my feet?

Does anybody notice that I'm not inside my head?

Or is nobody there? Nobody left who cares?

Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah