Letras
Out all day, with my brain in a safe I say I'm okay, but I'm not okay
I'm a million miles away, full of pain, full of hate
These highs feel like heaven, but they're built in hell I flew too close, now I'm trapped in a shell
Told myself lies that I wanted to sell But I'm losing my soul every time I fell
I've seen brothers go ghost with a pipe in their hand dope in your veins and a dagger in mine
You said ride or die, guess you meant just the line
Dope in your veins and a dagger in mine You said ride or die, guess you meant just the line
Uh I realized, I wanna see you here tonight Cause when I see you I'm feeling fine
Cause I nod off when I'm feeling high I wouldn't want to see your face cause when I see your face I cry
I wouldn't want to be the guy that would've left you to get high
I just wanna be the guy that would've showed you this damn life
That's why I took you from the slums, that's why i wanted to get high
There's a child behind every soldier There's a song behind every fight
When the heart grows colder and colder Only love can reignite
One heart, one voice, one spark of hope We rise, we reach, we learn to cope
And every tear and every scar can lead us back to who we are
Another border, another line, another reason not to try
One heart at a time, that's the moment we ignite
You see red in my eyes, but they don't know the nights
Mama prays but don't ask why, friends fade out like smoke in the sky
I ain't the high, I ain't the haze, I ain't the names they throw in my face
You say clean up, I say help me, you say wake up, I say empty
I don't need pity, I just need grace, someone to meet me in this place
Someone to see the war I fight, every lonely smoke filled night
They say grow up, man up, just quit., I say go smoke, go smoke a spliff, yeah
Maybe I'm tired of my own excuse, and maybe it's cuz of my damn fuckin' youth
They call it lazy, call it weak, say I'm hiding from the truth
But they don't know what I've been through.
Ash on the table, blood on the sink.
I'll light up again, before I can think. Cause when I'm clean, the noise returns
Every memory every burn No more screamin', no more doubt.