Letras
I remember back in 2010, I was only 12
Only listening to Eminem
I remember back in 2010
Would ask my friends
To come play cod black ops on Facebook messaging
I remember back in 2010
I started getting shy, withdrew into my shell again
If I could go back and visit the kid in 2010 I wouldn't change a thing
But here's a message I would send to him
James man, I know you feel a sense of shame when
They asking What your Chinese name is
I know you don't embrace it right now, and you wanting separation
From the other Asians, and taking pride in failing at Maths
But just know that you'll find your path
Just keep with patience
In your eyes I can see the internal hatred
I know you always felt too fat and overweight since
You started getting a belly after Malaysia
We all starting somewhere on the journey to where we aiming
Just take a good look at yourself in the mirror then embrace it
I was 10% body fat a couple years back and still thought I was chubby
The finish line will be shifting away forever
Do you always wanna be hating yourself cuz you're not there?
That's with everything, not just health
Keep putting reps in, but remember to love yourself like
Remember to love yourself
Remember to love yourself
So many times suppressing myself
I didn't say shit with chest, I didn't like how it felt
Love yourself
Remember to love yourself
I didn't do this for so long, but now I'm blessed
Like why would I wanna be somebody else?
The only thing in my life that I been regretting
Is the time I wasn't spending w my family together
Life is not forever never know when they ascending
But I guess you have to go through that to get into the present
I used to hate you, not earning your keep
All the past versions of me
Was mad I didn't learn all these things earlier
But now it's not disturbing my peace
I been dropping all the shit that was burdening me
So I'm alright James, just keep your smile, James
If they don't like you just stop paying them your mind, James
Save a migraine, your future's bright, James
Everything you wanted will manifest as you write, James
You'll hit some highs where it's like you think you can fly, James
You'll hit some lows, and just know it's okay to cry, James
In a cinema you'll see a film directed by James Lau
That's all that I can say for now, so bye James