Maybe I've Wasted My Time

I've thought about dying

I've thought about life

I've thought about people

Before me and cried

I feel so deeply

Around this time of year

I wish the weather and me

Could make a better team

Maybe I've wasted my days thinking

'bout what's already gone

Maybe I loved you a little too hard

I've written you letters

I've changed my mind

I've fought it, I've felt it

And I've crossed the line

Cold air in the morning

Up against my face

I remember your hands

From that day

Maybe I've wasted my time dreaming

'bout what's already gone

Maybe I loved you a little too hard

I've gotten older

A little less kind

Cause if you say what you mean

You can't be kind

I try to be better

I try to be bright

But these days are so damn dark

All of the time

So maybe I'll waste my life thinking

'bout what's already gone

And I'll love you a little too hard