Following Me

Just wanna be alone, and no, I don't have a clue

My anxiety picked me, I'm totally confused by it all

So is everybody else, I'm in a free fall

Help me break through, it's not too late to

Many people focus on the things they can't lose

And I don't wanna do the same, we gotta weather it together

Or it's never gonna change or get better, man

Seem like the storm cloud is following me (following me)

Just wanna ignore and it's swallowing me (swallowing me)

When it rains, it pours, and it comes without no apologies (following me)

Not sure if I can take it anymore

Can anybody get this feeling out of me? (Following me)

I've been feeling like all my confidence is vacant

All my time has been wasted, my mind unclear when I manic, uh

Checking out my conversations with Mama

My focus disappear like magic

Made a promise I will always show respect for my elders

But lately, I don't even have respect for myself

I'm isolated from the world

Depression is taking over, don't know what happened

Conscience gave me-, give me the pen and I'll tell ya

You've been passionate, working like every day

You wondered if you might kick the bucket and pass, but you ain't making funds

Then you got labels making fun, they laughing, talking 'bout data

Tryin' to live with the expectations, thinkin' like, wait, how did they become?

So cruel and unusual, tryna shoot through my spirit

Like you don't want the music, you want views and the lyrics

I feel abused, but every tune got something you couldn't mirror

Acute and so curious, you couldn't know the truth when you heard it

I guess I'm just confused, I need a way to vent it

Tryna teach my son to chase his dreams and make a difference

Either in a hole, I sell my soul to make a living

Play the gimmick, something I would never do to make 'em listen

Listen, on the outside, I may look fine

But the truth is, my depression is here wherever I go now

Always feeling on the inside

I think I'm spinning outta control now

Feel the pressure, my world is falling down on me

Depression relentless, it's like it's out for me

Introspective, I shine a light on the doubts of me

Self-inflicted, but y'all keep on looking down from your balcony

That's the type of thing to crush your pride

And over time, I just learned I couldn't trust those guys

Got passion, got heart, got talent, got pride

And who the fuck are you to look down from up so high?

Seem like the storm cloud is following me (following me)

Just wanna ignore it, and it's swallowing me (swallowing me)

When it rains, it pours, and it comes without no apologies (following me)

Not sure if I can take it anymore

Can anybody get this feeling out of me? (Following me)