Spaced Out

Dongu the Rat bout to smoke y'all out

I'm fucked up, yuh

Feel like I'm fallin'

I'm lost in the dark, look up, can't see stars

Too far gone, can't tell where we are

Pain in my chest, yuh, it's tearin' me apart

I'm spaced out, my brain disconnected from my heart

My mind layin' in a ditch

I'm spaced out

High as a bitch

Runnin' from the past, but it still exists

Lost in the void, can't feel shit

Out here with the ghosts, six feet under in a pit

Spaced out, can't find my ground

Every move forward, I just spiral down

Fuck the world, but it still comes around

I'm spaced out, I can't find my way out, yuh

I've been numb, but the pain still hits (smack)

Heart heavy like a bag full of bricks (stacked)

Took a few hits to feel like this (gone)

But most of my highs end up toxic (where's the logic)

Smoke in my lungs, I can't even breathe (fuck)

Demons on my back, and they won't let me leave

So I light another blunt, hope it sets me free (please)

Siri, play my favorite scene with Riley Reid (thanks)

I said I changed, but I'm stuck in my head

Fightin' these thoughts, fuck, they leave me for dead

People hit my line, but I leave them on read

Can't save myself, how the fuck do I get out my head

I'm spaced out

High as a bitch

Runnin' from the past, but it still exists

Lost in the void, can't feel shit

Out here with the ghosts, six feet under in a pit

Spaced out, can't find my ground

Every move forward, I just spiral down

Fuck the world, but it still comes around

I'm spaced out, I can't find my way out

Every promise I made, I keep breakin' it

Every love I've had, I keep fakin' it

Try to make peace, but I'm bad at this

So I let the pain talk and it's savage shit

Pour another drink just to drown my mind

Fuck a lifeline, I'll be fine in time

Told myself lies just to feel alive

But the truth always hits when the stars align

Voices in my ears saying, you're too far gone

I look in the mirror like, they're not wrong

But I don't need saving, I'll die in the storm

If this is the end, let me burn, don't mourn

Spaced out, yeah, I'm fuckin' stuck

Every time I climb, life says, good luck

Gravity pulls and I'm out of thrust

Out here in the void, surrounded by death and dust

I'm spaced out

High as a bitch

Runnin' from the past, but it still exists

Lost in the void, can't feel shit

Out here with the ghost, six feet under in the pit

Spaced out, can't find my ground

Every move forward, I just spiral down

Fuck the world, but it still comes around

I'm spaced out, I can't find my way out

Yeah, fed up, lost where I stand

Drifting in the stars with blood on my hands

Can't save myself, no, there's no fuckin' plan

I'm spaced out, yeah, I'm spaced out, man