I'm not bad, I'm just scared of what I've been
I'm falling deeper into regret
I'm coming closer to you!
I'm coming closer to my end!
Follow fear
Fall down
I can't breathe, for now
Down and high, most of the time
I said, "Fuck it I'm living life!"
My heart is racing
I can't stop, I won't start!
My veins are shrinking
I breathe in, I breathe out!
What once gave me life is now digging, my own grave!
Deathwish!
I've given in, deathwish!
My life's a mess, I'm drowning!
Slowly I feel it beneath my skin
I know it's coming and I can't just go
I'm losing sight on what I know
Please help me, woah
I can't let go
I know it is wrong
'Cause this isn't what I wanted
And I'll be the one
Who needs help when it's most needed
I'm tryna hide from the mother fuckin' pain
You know I really don't know what to say
I'm tryna cope in every little way
I was also really faded
What else could I fuckin' say?
But I can't stop giving a fuck about every single thing
I might end it all today
I'm done, with this bullshit!