Twenty

There are things I can't tell you now

But I hope you're happy to hear that I'm doing well

Today was the first time the sun came out

I thought about the spring, our pot brownie, water parks, and your house

The repercussions from our demise

The things I once loved that I must learn to leave behind

I will miss you everyday

I will miss you everyday

There's things I cannot change

So I will take the blame

And I will miss you everyday

You said shit's gonna be different now

I tried to process turning twenty in May without you around

Cuz we needed each other from the start

But my world began to deteriorate

Then I fell apart

I will miss you everyday

I will miss you everyday

There's things I cannot change

So I will take the blame

And I will miss you everyday

I'm sorry that I cannot stay

I killed myself watching you walk away

I will love you everyday until the earth stands still in space

and I will miss you everyday

I will miss you everyday

I will miss you everyday

I still miss you everyday