Another Parasite

I burned myself again

Lighting fires in my bed

Just lost track of the time

I promise that I'm fine

Clean it up tomorrow night

I took a shot of lidocaine

'Cus I wondered how it tastes

Now my blood is running cold

My hand out on the stove

I guess I'll never learn

Always another night

Always a better time

Never to blame but

Always the same old story

So what do you want from me?

Spin cycle on repeat

The prescription didn't take

It's keeping me awake

Oh,

So what do you want from me?

And why don't my lungs feel clean?

Cut corners 'til they bled

The wall into my head

I'm going back to bed

I washed my hands again

In this loop that never ends

But at least I'm staying well

My self-imposing hell

I do it for my health

And I got into a fight

With another parasite

I've heard it all before

Lost battles winning wars

What am I fighting for?

Always another night

Always a better time

Never to blame but

Always the same old story

So what do you want from me?

Spin cycle on repeat

The prescription didn't take

It's keeping me awake

So what do you want from me?

And why don't my lungs feel clean?

Cut corners 'til they bled

Put a bullet in my head

I'm going back to bed

Going back to bed

I'm going back to bed

Oh no,

I'm going back to bed