Letras
Am I the only one that loses motivation?
And makes it so hard to find hope and comprehension?
And I don't wanna be a baby about it
But I would never be able to solve my problems
Sick and tired of being someone I can't recognize
I wanna feel alright, I wanna live the way I want
Even if I fail, even if they laugh
I would never throw it away
And even if I gotta cut my heart in half
I think I'd still be feeling the same
I'm sorry mama if I'm disappointing
I'm sorry father if I'm not enough
I'm sorry sister if you see me crying
I'm sorry Wasty I can't fix you now
I'm sorry friends for always disappearing
Same for NCC cause I don't even mean it
Everything I had and everything I could obtain
I would always fuck it up
And don't you think that you're not on my mind girl
I hate that I can't find
A way to give you all I have
Even though it ain't what you really want
I always feel so small
But I got nothing but love for y'all
And I can't find a way to show
That I'm trying my best to make you look at me
And I don't wanna be a baby about it
But I would never be able to solve my problems
Sick and tired of being someone I can't recognize
I wanna feel alright, I wanna live the way I want
Even if I fail, even if they laugh
I would never throw it away
And even if I gotta cut my heart in half
I think I'd still be feeling the same, okay
I will be gone soon
And I don't want you crying on my grave
Not anytime soon