Parts Of You

You'd think by now I learned my lesson

It's an awful thought these lost intentions

And I'm off and on with my connection

I'd do anything to ease the tension

But I can't, fight back

Who I know in my heart that I am

You've been searching

For something that I don't think I can stand

But like the waves I try to move with the tide

But in reality you've always been my guide

I convince myself that this is how it is

Rolling over every mistake that I've lived

Cause you're the only thing I got right

Only thing that's been on my mind

Hoping there's still parts of you I can find

So why am I nervous?

Maybe you can take it all away

As I just sit by

Hoping I can change your mind with age

But days go, time fades

Nothing ever lessens my love for you

That's why I don't know what to do

Because I'm still in delusion

Nothing I'm doing is giving me movement

Is this an illusion

No time for confusion I gotta be prudent

I thought I was a shoo-in

But now I'm a runner-up

I'm feeling so out of luck

But no more assuming

If I keep this frame in mind

Then I'm the one losing

I convince myself that this is how it is

Rolling over every mistake that I've lived

Cause you're the only thing I got right

Only thing that's been on my mind

Just hoping there's still parts of you I can find

The silence haunts me

Looking at your number in my phone

Hoping you'll call me

Cause you and I don't have to be alone

Don't get mad if things don't go your way

We made it here because the choices we made

I convince myself that this is how it is

Rolling over every mistake that I've lived

Cause you're the only thing I got right

Only thing that's been on my mind

Just hoping there's still parts of you I can find