Drape the sun in funeral cloth
For even its light feels like a loss
Every breath a borrowed debt
Every moment drowned in threats
Thoughts like razors sharp and slow
Shave away what's left below
Sanity's a thread gone thin
Tug it once and it unravels again
I see shadows in the glare
I hear silence whisper there
No escape and no excuse
This ache is all I ever abuse
Ache!!!
Ache!!!
Ache, behind the eyes and in the bones
A quiet scream that rules the throne
It stains my soul it salts my skin
It locks me out and traps me in
No peace no voice no breaks
Only the nightmare that never wakes
A whisper turned to hurricane
My crown of thorns my mind in chains
Spit my name through chattering teeth
I sleep beneath anxiety's sheath
Hallucinations subtle lies
A thousand deaths behind these eyes
Normal's just a dream I fake
A mask I wear until it breaks
You see my faceyou miss the fight
I scream "get help" you say "goodnight"
Ache!!!
Headache!!!
Heartbreak!
Heartquake!
Thoughtbreak!
Tarnished Soul
A pressure pounding through control
No calm No god Just static screams
A war behind my stitched-up sad seams
HELP ME FIX ME ERASE ME END ME
The ache is loud and it ascends me!
Cuts too quiet for you to see
So I am dying silently
HELP ME FIX ME ERASE ME END ME
The ache is loud and it ascends me!
Cuts too quiet for you to see
So I am dying silently
Ache, behind the eyes and in the bones
A quiet scream that rules the throne
It stains my soul it salts my skin
It locks me out and traps me in
No peace no voice no breaks
Only the nightmare that never wakes
A whisper turned to hurricane
My crown of thorns my mind in chains
Ache, beyond the bones beneath the flesh
In every smile a whispered death
It twists the truth and bends the will
A parasite I cannot kill
Ache, it haunts it hurts it holds
A coffin lined with dreams gone cold
Not sick not weak just overfed
By all the thoughts inside my head