Letras
18, And I fell in love quick and uh
My daddy tried to tell me things wouldn't stick, but uh
The next thing you know I'm down on the floor
Hands wrapped around my neck, I couldn't breathe no more
Momma crying on the phone hearing everything
But when she asked I knew I couldn't tell her anything
What kind of woman would she think that I was
If she knew the way he beat me and the things that he had done
The first time you said "I'm sorry babe, you gonna stay"
The next time Nikki helped me pack and run away
You chased the van and I remember I could hear your cries
You told me "Baby if you love me look into my eyes"
Well, when I was looking through the fucking glass
The only thing that I could think is
That I wish he hit the fucking gas
And then I thought of everything you said that night
Every time you raised your hand and every time you picked a fight
Just beat me
I ain't pretty 'less I got a black eye
Beat me
I'm sorry baby, next time I won't cry
Beat me
Everything is my fault, I'm to blame
Beat me
I'll try to wear these scars proud, no shame
Beat me
Another tear drop on the floor
Beat me
Another face slammed into a fucking door
It's okay babe, I'll take all the blame
I'll take every last beating, I'll take every bit of pain
Just beat me
November, guess we missed a step in what we did
Because according to the test it says we got a kid
But that don't really fucking matter to you does it
'Cause at five months pregnant you could kick me in my stomach
Another night at the club, I was working late
Navaeh said "What's on your thigh?", told her it was straight
It's just a bruise where I fell
She said "You can't bullshit me, he beat you with a fucking belt"
What was I thinking when I turned around and came back
What was I thinking coming back to the same crap
Huh, I gave you all of my heart