I used to love her, my crush began at six
On some Kool Herc shit when he first began to mix
Took the laces out my kicks, Run DMC view
Krush Groove right until my hand couldn't move
Not for money, well maybe for the honeys
But I did it hoping she would one day still love me
Dedication, like that Drama and Wayne tape
Frustration is the sound that my brain makes
Cause I tried to please her, handcuff her and seize her
The thought of losing her gave me fevers and seizures
Chased her to Los Angeles, met her in NY
But by that time she had fucked about a hundred guys
Put 'em on before me, she wouldn't even blow me
I saw her up at Sony acting like she didn't know me
So now I pour a 40 to the only girl I love
Told her goodbye and we didn't even hug
And I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you
And now it ain't no way we can be friends
When the Cam's and Paul's got called, I was looked over
Never set up a meeting with a boy Hova
The bulldozer knocked down the dreams I built
A life spent following her, full of guilt
I need stilts to stand up and finally man up
In her presence, I still put my hands up
High like the sky that I stared at nightly
Hole in the wall clubs where gangstas want to fight me
Over the same bitch, yeah, the same shit
Such a tease but begging please, yeah, the game it's
Corrupted by pimps, pandering false hope
Unhappy I was broke, she taught me to slang dope
True intentions remain cloaked, never revealed
Busy with the others, she would never chill
Until I gave in and did something so pretend
So she opened up the door so I could walk in
And I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you
And now it ain't no way we can be friends
It began with my signature, no prenuptual
Betrayed cause I learned that L.U.X. a fool
So fuck being cool, I'd rather be conscious
Than have my head hidden like a damn ostrich
Cause bitch, you removed my heart, no transplant
But now I'm a free bird, Ronnie Van Zant
The kind of love described by nerds at band camp
She slept around but I never saw the tramp stamp
But honestly can't hate her, just know I can't date her
Taught me about life, taught me how to be a player
A deep bond shattered by a corporation
Once in a lifetime shit, no replacement
You left me jaded, intoxicated and faded
Pulled the ground from underneath when I thought I made it
You still flirt with me, my Trinity in this Matrix
But stop, we can't be friends, girl face it
Cause I've stopped chasing what this industry sells
Cause an industry without me is an industry fail
And you know that as well as anyone of course
I'm married to the game but I want a divorce
And I wish we never did it
And I wish we never loved it
And I wish I never fell so deep in love with you
And now it ain't no way we can be friends