double edged sword

You're standing fully armored on the frontline

And I won't fall for the tactics that you weaponize

But when you tell me you love me

I feel the words numbing the gashes from your stabs

And when I feel your regret, oh, I almost forget

The blood dripping down my back

You are a double edged sword

You're the poison, the cure

You're the enemy and the ally in this war

I keep wanting more 'cause

I'm not even sure that I know who I am without you anymore

Did I sharpen the side of you that cuts me down?

Is it my fault that we're on this battleground?

'Cause when you tell me you care

I feel the words repair the bridges you burned down

And when I feel your regret, oh, I almost forget

That you left me to bleed out

You are a double edged sword

You're the poison, the cure

You're the enemy and the ally in this war

I keep wanting more 'cause

I'm not even sure that I know who I am without you anymore

I watched the place I called home turn into a war zone

The one who's rescuing me wouldn't laugh as I bleed

'Cause I know the truth, and I know it's not you

But once the smoke clears from my view

Oh, you come back around and lay your weapons down

And demonize all of my doubt

You are a double edged sword

You're the poison, the cure

You're the enemy and the ally in this war

I've been here before

Now I'm not even sure that I know who you are anymore

You are a double edged sword

You're the poison, the cure

You're the enemy and the ally in this war

I keep wanting more 'cause

I'm not even sure that I know who I am without you anymore