Pain on My Mind

It's anyone's guess

How I ended up like this

I used to be love

But now I'm just flesh

It's anyone's try

How I've screwed it up this time

I thought music was enough

But that was a lie

Oh, I never followed my feelings

I followed my brain, so tired

And even my heart's hardwired

To be lonely inside

Don't have much to believe in

Don't know anyone real, go hide

None of my friends ask why

I really hate to cry

I've got pain on my mind

Keep up the charades

Continue to play these games

They might seem like fun

Until you play fate

I think you're confused

I think that your life's a ruse

You might think you've won

But you've forgot the rules

Oh, I never followed my feelings

I followed my brain, so tired

And even my heart's hardwired

To be lonely inside

Don't have much to believe in

Don't know anyone real, go hide

None of my friends ask why

I really hate to cry

Got pain on my mind

I never asked for much

I just asked for love

But I guess that's too much when it comes to you

I get played for a fool

And at this point it's like crying tears in a pool

Scenes like you won't believe

Like a movie screen

But I guess that's too much when it comes to this

There's no hit just a miss

And I'm falling I'm sinking into the abyss

I never followed my feelings

I followed my brain, so tired

Even my heart's hardwired

To be lonely inside

Don't have much to believe in

Don't know anyone real, go hide

None of my friends ask why

I really hate to cry

Got pain on my mind