I'm locking the door behind me
Facing the echoes I used to flee
When will I leave behind the part
That loved you more than anything?
Don't want to go
Don't want to stay
Don't know how to walk away
Don't know how to stay with you—
Let it unfold like a nightmare
I hate the way you turn from me
I hate the way I still believe
This chaos you left inside of me—
No reason why
Just to find you were never mine
Don't want to go
Don't want to stay
Don't know how to walk away
Don't know how to stay with you—
Let it unfold like a nightmare
If I had known it was the last kiss
If I had known it was the last hug
I would've held on just a little longer
But I'm happy for you now
I won't hold you back
Won't ask you to love me back
You're free to go—
Just like you always wanted
I'm a traveler again
The road is my only friend
I won't cross your path again
I'll drive and drive
Until I find
A place to rest in peace
Don't want to go
Don't want to stay
Don't know how to walk away
Don't know how to stay with you—
Let it unfold like a nightmare