Letras
I hold the blade up to my arm
I check both sides of right and wrong
I think over all that I've done
I think about how far I've come
I wonder how long I can go
I wonder if you even know
That I chose to stick around for you
Even though it was hurting me
Pushing me further and further
Away from sanity
Telling myself I should end it now
I'd be better off in the ground
At least that's how I felt
For so damn long
Thank God I came around
Cause I was meant for so much more
So for now I'm so sorry
God I hope you forgive me
So for now I'm so sorry
If this is goodbye
Just know you'll always be with me
On the inside
So for now I'm so sorry
God I hope you forgive me
So for now I'm so sorry
If this is goodbye
Just know you'll always be with me
On the inside
Cause I'm sick and tired
Of feeling sick and tired
So I swear to God
Imma break the cycle
I can't keep watching the days
Slip away, while everything stay the same
I want what I desire, Imma fucking get it
Imma die in the end, so I can't regret it
Fuck am I doing laying around
When I can make an impact
If I dedicate myself
So I swear to God I won't let you down
I'll take every day I wake and make you proud
Open my eyes, put my feet on the ground
Live with a purpose and never look down
Can't live in the past anymore
Can't keep hurting myself
It's only me from here on out
So I'll make sure I take control
And never look back
The only person that caused my man is named
Well, Zach
Fuck
But I swear Imma do all that I can
To never feel like this again
I hope you forgive me, I really hope that you do
I hope you forgive me, I really hope that you do
So for now I'm so sorry
God I hope you forgive me
So for now I'm so sorry
If this is goodbye
Just know you'll always be with me
On the inside
So for now I'm so sorry
God I hope you forgive me
So for now I'm so sorry
If this is goodbye
Just know you'll always be with me
On the inside