I don't know how to live so I'm not that scared to die
I'm not sure that this will pass even if I give it time
Mask my feelings when I'm out break down when I get inside
Rain keeps falling from the sky tears keep running as I cry
Mom I'm sorry I don't know if I can go on
Dad I'm losing even though I'm tryna hold on
I'm so sorry I am causing you all this stress
Maybe one day I'll find beauty in this life of mess
I'm a beautiful mess
Hiding my pain
As I always do
Well I guess
Everyone else
Is probably broken too
No one told us life would be this fucking hard
As kids we wanted to be athletes or astronauts
We only wanted to get Legos and Pokemon cards
Look at us now all we ever got was fucking scars
We all got ADD or OCD plus of course we are traumatised
I got anxiety and depression to harmonise
Afford therapy or groceries that's a compromise
Maybe some day I find beauty in this mess of mine
I'm a beautiful mess
Hiding my pain
As I always do
Well I guess
Everyone else
Is probably broken too