Only the Wind

I walk along the edge of memory

A place I've been before

I close my eyes

You're there for me

But I don't dream anymore

Remembering hurts

But forgetting brings a deeper pain

I could never be her

I wish I had called your name

But only the wind hears me

Things that I couldn't say

You'll always be dear to me

Why have you gone away?

I couldn't tell you

I should have held you

If I had loved you

Would I still have lost you?

But you'll never hear me

I knew that I would never meet

A guy like you again

I wasted time

And now I see

All we could have been

And dreaming of it hurts

But knowing brings a deeper pain

I could never be yours

'Cause I know that I'm to blame

But only the wind hears me

Things that I couldn't say

You'll always be dear to me

I let you go away

I couldn't tell you

I should have held you

If I had loved you

Would I still have lost you?

But you'll never hear me

I knew it was my last chance

But cowardice won in the end

You'd think that I would find the words

But this is just the way I am

I'd never wanted anyone

As much as I wanted you

Uneasy

Uneasy

I'm glad that I met you, darling

I'm so sorry

But only the wind hears me

Things that I wouldn't say

You'll always be dear to me

Why did I let you go away?

You'll never know how

I loved you, and now

I'd give so much to

Just tell you, "thank you"

But you'll never hear me