Prosthetic Self-Love

I need a fill of my perception of love, your attention

I'm addicted

Exist more the more i'm mentioned

I'm insecure, i need humbling

So dependent on everything

Except for myself

I'm so conflicted

I ain't shit

No, i ain't shit, i ain't shit

And every time i told myself otherwise i ate shit

My cracks and bruises ancient

My apologies shape-shift

My psychology ape shit

Face it

I'll give you both arms for a hand

Both eyes for a glance

I'll allow you to decide when i dance

See, as long as you have faith in me, i understand

That i'm god

I am worthwhile

I'm the man

I'll kill myself and i pray that you notice

I'll kill myself and hope you feel sorry

Even just for a moment

I'll speak a foreign tongue

Anything to be heard

Anything just to prove i'm alive and have worth

I hate my ego, yet I seek its guidance

I hate the pretense, yet i need disguises

You see, my keyhole got no key inside it

Detest the speech inside me, and it despises me

But if i keep it off my mind, i don't seem to mind it

Puff a cheatcode just to leave this island

But the waves gon bring me back

And one day i'm finna snap

Guess i ought to be complacent where i'm at

Cause my prosthetic self-love can always take the place of what i lack

And that's how it be

That's what i do

That's why i'm me

I said, that's how it be

That's what i do

That's why i'm

Me

Once I've lost her love and i've lost my people

All the bridges burnt, and my networth sits at zero

Health decays with age, and i've gone full incognito

All i'll have left is my fucking ego

Once I've lost her love and i've lost my people

All the bridges burnt, and my networth sits at zero