Destroy Myself (Avoid Myself Orchestral Version)

I avoid myself

I destroy myself

I, I need help

I cannot fight this alone

Only get so far on your own

I, I need you now

I've got a drive for destruction

I'll surely die in the wrecking of my life

I'll need your help to survive

I avoid myself

I destroy myself

I, I need help

I've spent so long in the dark

Convinced this is my only path

But I see now

I've got drive for destruction

I'll surely die in the wrecking

I've got a drive for destruction

I don't wanna die in the wrecking of my life

I'll need your help to survive

I'll need your help to survive

I'll need your help to survive

I've got a drive for destruction

I'll surely die in the wrecking

I've got a drive for destruction

I don't wanna die in the wrecking of my life

I'll need your help to survive

I'll need your help to survive