Blackout

I wanna tell you a story about

All the times you've seen me blackout

I just wanna dance tonight

Let the rhythm take control

Let the music fill my soul

Embrace the rock and roll

I just wanna dance tonight

Not drink 'till I lose sight

Of wrong and right

I'm in a crowd, but I feel so alone—

A heart without a home

A heart without a home

Drink 'till I forget, try to numb the ache

Emptiness remains, and it's more than I can take

Drink 'till I forget, try to numb the ache

Emptiness remains, and it's more than I can take

In the unknown

I fight my demons alone

Aware that the path I'm on

It's all my own

Caught in a cycle of guilt and shame

I'm fighting a war with no one to blame

Caught in a cycle of guilt and shame

I'm fighting a war with no one to blame

Drink 'till I forget, try to numb the ache

Emptiness remains, and it's more than I can take

Drink, silence the doubt

The voices grow louder; they won't let me out

Drink 'till I forget, try to numb the ache

Emptiness remains, and it's more than I can take

Drink, silence the doubt

The voices grow louder; they won't let me out

What if I'm broken beyond repair

Endlessly stuck in the depths of despair?

Is there someone that would care

If I just vanish into thin air?

'Cause when I think

I always drink

And if I drink

I always sink

'Cause when I drink

I never think

And if I blink

Forever sink

I'm fading away in the darkness of the sky

The pain disappears in the blink of an eye

And so do I

So do I