Torn

I'm walking through fields of the fallen

Alone in silence

I'm praising their courage

I envy their love

My steps leaves marks of another

Forsaken soul

My choices might haunt me forever

Until I'm gone

With so much lost in anger

Too much built up fear and

All these thoughts colliding

Making my wounds seem bigger

Pushing my head under water

Making me tired and torn

If only things were different

If only things were different

My soul and my insides been colored

By the rage, scorn, silence

Not distant from courage

I'm weary with loss

My eyes sees the dawn of another

Horizon

My battle it rages forever

With so much lost in anger

Too much built up fear and

All these thoughts colliding

Making my wounds seem bigger

Pushing my head under water

Making me tired and torn

If only things were different

If only things were

Brought of me

In a different shape

Shown to me so that I could relate

Lock all doors that would make me stray

And open me a brand new day

Never claim to be someone I'm not and

Always feared to be forgotten

So led astray by a lost soul's words

So tore my wounds in a world of hurt

With so much lost in anger

Too much built up fear and

All these thoughts colliding

Making my wounds seem bigger

Pushing my head under water

Making me tired and torn

If only things were different

If only things were

If only things were different

If only things were