deathglow

This world's been hard on both us

These new meds, I can't afford them

I wanna go outside

I wanna open up

I wanna tell you what I really feel

Wish I knew what I really felt

I wanna go outside

I wanna see what you see

This world's been hard on both us

These new meds, I can't afford them

I wanna go outside

I wanna open up

I wanna tell you what I really feel

Wish I knew what I really felt

I wanna go outside

I wanna see what you see

I light a cheap candle in the window

Hold my breath every time the wind blows

I didn't date you

Just the idea of you

I am a shadow

Waiting for the sun glow

I am a shadow

Dependent on anyone

I don't have a fuckin plan

I wish I did

I don't need to fuckin lie

I still do

Waiting on the deathglow

I hold on

Phase myself so you can grow

Dried out are my eyelids

We fold in when there's violence

I told you that morning

The apocalypse is boring

Just waiting on that deathglow

Phase myself so you can grow

It all just moves so fucking slow

The apocalypse is boring

I wanna go outside

I wanna see what you see

I wanna go outside