Real Life

I thought that time could heal the brokenness inside me

But I didn't think that I'd become this numb

I became fine with looking in from the outside (outside)

Fine with just being fine for so long

Finally, after all the times I tried

I found relief when I stopped trying to hide

'Cause it's getting cold behind this phone

And I wanna touch and feel and hold

So finally, I'm gonna live inside real life

If I'm digging up the mess I've buried over time

Will I be okay with all the feelings I find?

I never saw myself strong enough to say this

I don't wanna feel everything, but I wanna feel something

Finally, after all the times I tried (all the times I tried)

I found relief when I stopped trying to hide

'Cause it's getting cold behind this phone

And I wanna touch and feel and hold

So finally, I'm gonna live inside real life, oh

I don't wanna numb this anymore

I don't wanna numb it anymore

I don't wanna numb this anymore

I don't wanna numb it anymore

I don't wanna numb this anymore

I don't wanna numb it anymore

I don't wanna numb it anymore

Finally, after all the times I tried

I found relief when I stopped trying to hide

'Cause it's getting cold behind this phone

And I wanna touch and feel and hold

So finally, I'm gonna live inside real life