Hope

I've been carrying weight that nobody can see

Fought through the pain just to feel my needs

Gave my all when my heart was broke

Learned how to heal when the love turned cold

Lost my trust but I found my strength

Had to lose myself just to start again

Every scar just remind me I'm strong

Don't hate the past, I'm just moving on

Huh

All alone again, my feelings in the wind, oh woah

Thinking I can't see straight through the lens

Mama, I'm abandoned, I'm alone without my friends

Put my hands up, I say amen

Pastor said a story about a brother, Let him in

Let's talk how he walk around the block standing on ten

Man, I need some help, I done ran out of adrenaline, Oh woah

Is it wrong that I want her for to stay

We gon' load up strip the bitch if he come play

Not too far off from that life, know, I come spin like any day

These soldiers come through rushing in this bitch like it's a race

And know that we forgot about that place, Hard times stay away

Fishing for my heart up in a lake

I think it ran away, go dig my fuckin' scars from out that grave

Youngin' had to play up all his cards around this place

Ain't notice I didn't gain nothing but this random rage

Tell the reverend can you send me away

Done with all the fake, I'm leaking out my brain

Tired of all the pain I choose to go insane oh woah, oh woah

Oh woah, Oh woah

Oh woah, Oh woah

Learn how they heal when the love turn cold

When my love turn cold, oh woah

Random abandonment

Talking to the reaper where your standards went

And notice I'ma lost and lonely child but I can handle it

Demons in my brain, can you get out? I wanna quit

Go speak some happy words, man, I'm so done with all this shit

Fuck it let em' in I tell him, spin again, spin again

Them soldiers come through fillin' in, screaming dividends

How you think it feel when you can't help out all your friends

How you think it feel when you done damn near seen the end

Have problems with talking, so I write it with my pen

Speak on what I know, I don't offend

Talk about my problems, well, I guess it all depend on

On hope, find a way to cope

Time still movin' slow

Feel that I done made it, but I ran all out the rope

Clutchin' on a scope, talking to the pope

Made it through this pain, had to hold on to my soul

I've been carrying weight that nobody could see

Made it through this pain, had to hold on to my soul

Fought through the pain just to feel my needs

How you think it feel when you can't help out all your friends

Gave my all when my heart was broke

How you think it feel when you done damn near seen the end

Learn how they heal when the love turn cold

When my love turn cold, oh woah